Just a short update this time.
I’m currently experimenting with combining simple voice analysis and Bliss Code technology.
The idea is to base the Bliss Coded sounds to the resonance on the voice.
Each persons voice is unique and resonates perfectly with his/her own body (of course).
Just say “Aaaaa” “Ooooo”, or “Aaaauummm” and you feel the resonance in your body.

Initial test effects
I am my own guinea pig and have a couple of friends who are willing to try this out too.
The initial experiments have good results. It’s too early to say if it has a better effect than the normal Xphirience MP3 files, but my own experience is that it is even more effective. This voice-based bliss code seems to work very good through speakers since it lets the sound waves actually hit the body.
I tried this today and initially fell quick in to a trance-like state and began feeling a blissful sensation at the left and right side of the head, at the left and right temporal lobe area. This was followed by the “seeing though the eyelids”- effect besides from the fact that what I was seeing though the eyelids with my eyes closed was not the room I was sitting in. Very very deep trance-like state with inner vision.

The next step is to try this sound on voluntaries. I can’t have too many though because each sound takes manual custom settings to produce.

I’ll keep you updated!
/Marcus

A while ago I joined up with one of my brothers (I have three) to do something pretty amazing.
He started about 10 years ago with really going to the bottom of all the brainwave entrainment stuff. Binaural, monaural and isochronic beats with all it’s cousins. He really found out what works the best and in exactly what way, through extensive and constant testing, basing the results not only on what science says but what the first-hand experience is from actual human beings. He did all this for himself. He wanted something that really worked and the end result was a meditation program for himself consisting of 11 Levels. Each one going deeper.

He let me test it and I soon realized that this was just amazing stuff. Each component of the sound was extremely well tested, and all the sounds brought together created the perfect soundscape that would bring anyone in to a very comfortable state even without the binaural beats, then of course the binaural beats sounds was imbedded and there was just no competition.
I could understand how this could have taken 10 years! He called his meditation program YogicSound.

Now, he had YogicSound, and I had something amazing too: Bliss Code audio technology. We quickly agreed to see if we could bring these together.
It took quite a lot of tweaking and testing, but we got it to work perfectly and the end result was even better than we had dare hope for, even if both of us pretty much knew that this stuff would be pure gold.

Now we had something so good that, just like Bliss Coded sound, could not just be used by ourselves. It was just to good. So we decided to make it available on the net. There’s a pretty big market for meditation programs using binaural beats and we didn’t want to be like them.
We where both amazed how the “leading meditation programs” could be so ridiculously over-priced. They usually had the customers subscribe to their program and pay a certain amount every months for sometimes many years, resulting in a final cost of sometimes over 2500 USD. Then there would come a new competitor and say “look here, we are much cheaper” and use the same marketing gibberish like “meditate deeper than a Zen monk” , “the most powerful self improvement system on the planet”. How can anyone with no experience of meditation meditate deeper than a Zen monk who spent his/her entire life meditating? like maybe 30-40 years, in “the click of a button” ? That is just false. OK, You can reach very deep meditation right away but… you know what I mean.
They all try to be unique but just imitate each other with the biggest real difference usually being the price.

So we created a new website and made YogicSound available for instant download to a one-time fee equal to roughly what you pay MONTHLY for other meditation systems. We bliss coded it and also put up a version in both mp3 and iPod format (iPod album) Displaying like any other album you have on your ipod.

Of course, we have to market it to get it out. It is very hard to be an honest guy wanting to spread something good but restrain from using words that are typical marketing stuff for companies only interested in $$$. We do have to make a living too you know

You can try this new YogicSound for free at www.yogicsound.com. I really suggest you do. The chances are you will LOVE it. But even if you wouldn’t for some reason, it was a free test and you lost nothing but a little time, which really doesn’t exist anyway, but that’s another story

C ya guys!

/Marcus Knudsen
www.xphirience.com
www.yogicsound.com

You can never understand what any spiritual teacher is talking about because we just make it in to a concept. It is not knowledge we need right now. It is KNOWING we need. You can never understand anything fully untill it is a reailty for you, through your own personal experience. When there is knowing, you will find there is no more need to search for answers any more. You will be content and just live. YOU can never understand that there is no you. Because it is the “you” who is looking. When the true “you” (the unborn, god, nothingness) see that there is no YOU, then there will be n more searching because there is noone there to search.
BUT this must be experienced. Don’t try to understand it. Keep doing what you need to do to live. That is all you need to do. You need to breath, eat, sleep etc. But that happens more or less by itself. That is all. What if ther IS no “answer” to all your questions? The questions are just questions. They are a product of the false you. The one most think they are.

Just breath. Just see. you are not breathing. Breath is happening by itself. There is nothing to understand.

This is what people are beginning to experience.
I want to help give people the experience of nothing. That is what Bliss coded sound CAN do. It MAY give this experience. That is all I want.

Kind regards
Marcus Knudsen

Anyway… later today I’ll be doing a very special deeksha event. Let’s see how that goes!
Take it easy guys.

I’m right now using the procyon mind machine six days a week with a custom designed session, to stimulate Theta, Alpha and Beta activity , to train my brain to naturally have a higher amplitude of certain brain wave frequencies, with the golden ratio between them. According to three different sources this state is found in the brain of people who experience bliss or who are in an “enlightened” , or “high performance state*” (*Anna Wise). These three sources are Dan Winter, Anna Wise and Ed Wilson from the monroe institute.

I have only been doing it for about 2 weeks. Results? Very early to say. Can only say that it feels very very nice. Could be because of the training, could be because of something else. I don’t know. I’ll keep doing this for a long time and see how it goes. If it works really great, I will make it available for everyone in some way.

That’s actually all for now
Take it easy!

/Marcus

I’m in a bad mood. Irritated at people. Feels like I’m at a standstill. Nothing is happening. No breakthroughs. No aha-experiences. Today feels like a typical bad/irritating day at home or at work. The thoughts are spinning at a 100km/h and what is being taught here stops at logical understanding only. No actual first hand experiences so that I can really understand and know from experience. I don’t know if my blood sugar was low in the afternoon/evening, but I felt tired, grumpy and was unable to look at e single person without thinking something negative about them and I seem unable to just look at what is happening so that it turn in to something good and nice. I can’t imagine a full-fledged deeksha giver being so… well… like the way I am right now.

Shouldn’t a real deeksha giver be able to answer questions etc based on his or her own experiences and not just from something some teacher said that you happen to remember.
On of the guides said today that “Tomorrow will be a very special day”, with a secret-looking smile on his face. We are gathering at 07:00 at the Homa tent (homa = fire ritual), so we are probably getting a special Homa. We are getting a lot of special deeksha blessings etc here and it really seems like they are doing everything they can for us.

A red bull right now wold be really nice. No such thing here.
I got so angry today. When we got here we all got told extremely clearly: “DO _NOT_(!!!) FEED THE DOGS!” , “What ever you do, do not do that!”. There are some wild dogs around here (friendly though) inside the walls of the campus area, and if you feed them, they will stop looking for food themselves and when everyone here goes back home there’s a risk that they will starve to death. So.. What did I see today? A woman walked up to a dog and gave it a piece of bread she “smuggled” out of the dining hall. My thoughts where (I’m being honest now, warning for ugly words) : “Is your brain totally fucking empty, you fucking idiot!!!”. Doesn’t people get it? “DO NOT FEED THE DOGS” – what part of that didn’t you understand?

Oh well.. Time to sleep.

Goodnight!
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21 Aug 2006 09:38 – The day of Initiation

We did the special Homa today. It was to make us in the best possible shape and mode to give deeksha. It lasted a long time and a lot of things got offered in to the fire.
Today we will be initiated to give deeksha. I have to admit that I have some butterflies in my stomach – because this is so big!. A big day in my life.
Only 3 days left here now. The last day here is the 23’rd and the 24th is departure day (I think I was off in the dates here). They pay for our taxi to where we are going. A lot of people seem to be going to the sea breeze hotel after this and I’m was pretty lucky to get a room there. On the morning after the evening that I booked, they ran out of rooms. But I don’t really believe in luck.
I’m going to get some rest now before the next assembly here. I might write some more tonight.

14:35
At 18:00 Tonight we are going to get initiated. There’s nothing else planned before that so I’m just going to rest.

There’s no static state to “reach” permanently. This is all there is. This now. I guess it’s possible that when you settle down in that experience you become “enlightened” but that’s probably not a static state either. You can’t be happy 100% of the time. But at that point there is no suffering in being for instance angry or disappointed, because you will just experience being that without having any having any special opinion about that fact. You experience it like it is without even wanting to escape from it or struggle to get away from it.

Things like “I am angry because bla bla and that is because bla bla” doesn’t exist at that point. You are just angry for a brief moment before it’s no longer there. It will loose it’s charge.
Now I’ll rest…..
Oh by the way, all “states” and experiences, like being one with the whole universe, isn’t the goal in itself. It’s a “positive side-effect” from it. That’s not what you strive for, because when that goes away you’ll land in your “dull every day life” again, your “normal state”.
It’s in the “normal state” you should see the truth and meat yourself to see that everything just is the way it is and thereby overcome suffering. Then you have faced the truth. By then, if you experience some higher state of consciousness, you are going to land again in “non suffering” instead of “dull every day life” and once you are there, there is nothing you want to change because by then you have realized that it is impossible to change anything.
Trying to change things (within) is what escaping and suffering is. I escaped to this place to get insight about this, so I still have to thank the escape-part of me, a.k.a. my spiritual personality. Paradox!

21:38

I’m now initiated and able to give deeksha. The gratefulness to the hand that brought me here is beyond words. It was a long ritual first, then we got sprinkled with drops of holy water, on our heads and it felt like that area of my head turned warm, over the top of my head.
The we got the initiation through a deeksha transfer made with silver padukas on our heads.
The padukas have the divine energy and the object have the form of sandals because it in India symbolizes the feet of the divine. These Padukas where blessed and charged with this energy by Bhagavan.
It was very powerful. I laugh-yelled from my very core and then we all burst in to completely crazy dancing, everyone was hugging and I just couldn’t stop laughing from gratitude (if that makes any sense). It feels good walking right now and I walked sloooowly all the way back and enjoyed every part of it. I can’t describe the gratefulness. This is a gift, to be here and to be initiated and thereby able to help other people. I’ve always wanted to help people and that is probably why have the job I have. I think my whole being recognized that “now it starts”, by that I mean that which I’ve always felt in my heart and I reacted in such a powerful way, folded double in gratefulness and laughter of celebration. It almost feels like a dream. This is one of the best things I’ve done with my life, if not the best. My heart is cheering!
Everything is going to turn out so great, I know it.

Goodnight!.

I thought I’d update with what is being worked on right now.
First, the affiliate program is aaaalmost done. Just need to test it some more and then anyone who has a website, blog or something similar can start recommending bliss coded products and earn a good commission.
After that I’m still working on the Yogicsound project. A bliss coded meditation program that pretty much anyone can afford.

What I’m most excited about at the moment besides from the affiliate program is that I’m working on a synchromuse session for the Procyon mind machine.
If you don’t know what Synchromuse is, here is a short explanation: So called mind machines (light and sound, or “audiovisual” machines) use both light and sound synchronized via headphones and goggles with led lights to achieve brainwave entrainment. The newer machines are capable of using the full color range. In the beginning they only used one or a couple of colors.
These mind machine programs could be created in an editor on a computer and then loaded over to the mind machine and played from there. Later came Audiostrobe. You could create an audio file with brainwave entrainment on a computer, then burn it to a CD, transfer to an mp3 player etc, and plug it in with an audio cable to your mind machine and the sound from the external unit would control the mind machine. Both the sound and light, but the color range was limited to one color mostly, even if you had a newer model like the Procyon that supports the whole color range. Synchromuse is like audiostrobe, but it also controls the color of the light.
This is possible using the session editor for the procyon. It’s a bit tricky but not really hard if you are experienced with creating sessions before.

You can do Audiostrobe sessions very easily with Neuro programmer 2.

I’m doing Phi sync of Light, sound, color, tone frequency, brainwave entrainment frequency, together with bliss coded background, In a changing pattern also changing in a golden ratio pattern of course

I’m going to add a background sound to the session that in itself will be bliss coded too. I think it’s going to be incredible!

I’m in the process of trying out the session and my first impression is very interesting.
I just did a 40 minute session on the procyon. Without the background sound though, I haven’t added that yet.
After the program I lay down. Within a minute or two I felt so extremely relaxed and calmly blissful that I couldn’t (or didn’t want to) move. I think I remained there half an hour at least. I lost track of time completely.
Now afterwards I feel a light pressure on the top of my head (crown chakra) and a very comfortable feeling in the body. Very calm. I have only tried this one time so it could be something else (I have to say that of course) but it’s looking great.

Maybe I gave away too much now!

To use synchromuse sessions, of course a Procyon is required.
I feel that light and sound is the future human evolution. “In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.” The word = The sound. God = light and sound. We know for a fact that everything is made of sound (vibration) and light.

I’ll keep you guys posted!

Today we finally did Ananda Mandala. It’s powerful.
Other than that we did the usual stuff. It’s so enjoyable walking slowly. It feels so good in my feet and I just want to go slow. Right now I do almost everything slowly, after the meditation with the cosmic beings.
Everything is so… calm and tranquil and right now when I’m writing this, I often stop to close my eyes. Holding the pen and writing feels so enjoyable in the hand.

I felt very tired, irritated and angry for some reason, but I didn’t try to find a way to get out of it. I remembered what shrinevas had said: “What ever you feel, be true to yourself, that’s what god wants, so even those feelings are god”.
So I accepted that this is the way it is and then it transformed to a warm, nice feeling. Like the feeling of relief you can get after you have been crying, and I could feel god in that too.
If you just experience it like it is, without thinking “but…” or “if only…”, then it is like when the rain falls on dry ground and the nature recovers thanks to the wonderful water. Totally satisfying and rejuvenating. Water… so soft and enjoyable. Thirst quenching. Cooling, or warming. Water is more valuable than all gems, all gold and silver. Water is the gold of the earth.
I’m going to sleep now. I hope I don’t get woken up by the big guy’s snoring. But I have earplugs.

Goodnight! (I tried drawing a moon here but it got really ugly haha!).
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19 Aug 2006

I booked a room at hotel sea breeze in Mali Puram with my traveling buddies from Sweden. They have pool and all that. We are going to do some shopping and give deeksha too. The Indians there walk up to the westerners, point at their heads and say “deeksha?”, after that there could be a line for hours.

Today’s teachings dealt with the self, and that the self does not exist. The self is made up by personalities. So, “I” can not “become” enlightened. It’s a personality that wants this. I don’t feel like explaining it (and don’t have the energy to either). Now when I finally solved what I’m going to do in the days after the course here, until the trip back home, it’s a kind of a release. I’m happy.
I received a text message from Björn about a new door code to the apartment I live in Sweden. It felt nice seeing his name pop up in the page saying “new message” in the phone.
I think about how it is there… back home with him and Alfons (my cat).
The “ball” I wrote about a day or two ago, was experienced again today. But this time a part of me got inside it. It is a golden “sphere”. I can’t see it with my eyes, but I just know it, I feel it.
Is this my “divine friend”?.
It was peaceful. I think I have now learnt how to call for this “friend”. It may be the beginning of a new and fantastic acquaintance.

I’m not looking to achieve some end goal, I want to start.
There is nothing to achieve since there is no one to achieve it.
Good night! (here I have drawn an AUM sign and a heart.)
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Marcus Knudsen – http://www.xphirience.com